It's Christmas time again...Stepping back from the center of my life,i realize how things have changed since last Xmas.My parents finally start seeing me as an adult,I'm one semester away from graduating university...damn I'm getting old:) New year's just around the corner,so i have to draw the line for 2009 and see what adds up.
First,it's true what they say: the ppl you have next to u for NY are gonna be there with you the next year. Last year i spent New Year's with Andrei.This year,I'll be with him again,apart from my friends. I guess it doesn't matter where u spend the holidays.It matters with whom you spend it with.
This year I did a lot of things i thought I wouldn't do: I traveled alone to a foreign country(and I didn't even know the language spoken there), I used a telesky even though i am terrified of heights,I changed two jobs and made a lot of plans for the summer of 2010. I guess traveling alone in Romania(or abroad) made me more independent and confident I can manage myself in a new country totally alone. I have only a few months of living in Romania,so I have to think seriously about the new development my life will have and how this will change other ppl's lives.
From January a lot of things will stress me out: family, job, school(mostly), money...But if I stay on my feet in the end it will be all that counts. And I am so grateful for the friends I have now. I lost some along the way,but i gain new ones. I have the feeling that these friendships will last the test of time. Cause in the end,a friend will stick around through thick and thin,not run at the first sign of unhappiness. So I'm not sorry for the friends i lost along the way,especially from October,cause this made me realize they either need to grow up or get out of my life. I also realized real friends will be around you in difficult times at least in spirit,if physically is impossible.
So thank you for all your understanding and support! You are the family I chose too have.
Merry Christmas to all! May you be happy,healthy and young spirited all year long!
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